I listen to music knowing it is haram. I wish Allah guides me to leaving this.
I listen to a lot of Islamic lectures and Quran on tapes. The problem is that may people criticise me and say: “how do you listen to songs and Islamic materials? Like if you do not understand what you listen to, and committing a sin by listening and not benefiting”, they also said that I should choose whether to listen to music and songs or to Islamic lectures and Quran. “It is wrong to listen to both” they said.
I am confused, I feel secular or like a man who advises others while he is sinful himself, I feel like a hypocrite.
Praise be to Allaah.
We begin by thanking you for your honesty and your eagerness
to do good and ask about religious matters. We ask Allaah to bless you with
guidance and help you to do that which is good.
You should understand that your friends’ warning you not to
listen to tapes of Qur’aan or religious lectures and other things that bring
you closer to goodness on the grounds that you also listen to music is a
serious error on their part. The believer who has the inclination to fall
into some sins is still required to do whatever he can of good deeds, and he
is still required to avoid all sins and actions that lead to doom so long as
he believes in Allaah as his Lord, Islam as his religion and Muhammad
(peace and blessings of Allaah be upon him) as his Prophet and Messenger. If
he commits any shortcoming by failing to do some obligatory deeds, that is
not a justification for omitting other obligatory actions too; rather he
must hasten to repent from his shortcoming with regard to these duties, and
continue doing whatever Allaah has enabled him to do of other acts of
obedience. Similarly, the fact that he has fallen into one sin is not a
justification for him committing other sins; rather he must hasten to repent
from his shortcomings. If he cannot give up some sins because his desire is
too great and he is too weak to resist, then he should strive to do acts of
worship and obedience, because Allaah says (interpretation of the meaning):
“Verily, the good deeds remove the evil deeds (i.e. small sins)” [Hood
11:114]. Hence it is conceivable that a believer may do both acts of
obedience and acts of disobedience, and this is not hypocrisy or secularism
at all, so long as the person is not concealing corruption in his heart and
he admits that what he is doing is wrong, and he asks Allaah for forgiveness
and strives to avoid sin.
Perhaps your keenness to listen to Qur’aan and religious
lectures may be a cause of your stopping listening to haraam music, because
“Verily, this Qur’aan guides to that which is most just and right”
If we assume that you continue as you are, that is
undoubtedly better than stopping listening to Qur’aan and good things,
because you know that Allaah says (interpretation of the meaning):
“So whosoever does good equal to the weight of an atom (or
a small ant) shall see it.
8. And whosoever does evil equal to the weight of an atom
(or a small ant) shall see it”
“Surely, Allaah wrongs not even of the weight of an atom
(or a small ant), but if there is any good (done), He doubles it, and gives
from Him a great reward”
On the Day of Resurrection, people’s deeds will be weighed:
“Then as for him whose Balance (of good deeds) will be
7. He will live a pleasant life (in Paradise).
8. But as for him whose Balance (of good deeds) will be
9. He will have his home in Haawiyah (pit, i.e. Hell).
10. And what will make you know what it is?
11. (It is) a fiercely blazing Fire!”
So you should strive to do all that which will make the
balance of your good deeds heavy, such as good deeds and acts of worship,
even if it is a little, for Allaah is most generous, most forgiving and most
merciful. And He will multiply a little until it is like a mountain or
greater, so “Do not think little of any act of kindness, even if it is
greeting your brother with a cheerful countenance” and “Your smiling at your
brother is an act of charity” as our Prophet (peace and blessings of
Allaah be upon him) taught us in the saheeh ahaadeeth.
This does not mean that we approve of your listening to
music, but if there is no alternative then be one of those
“who have acknowledged their sins, they have mixed a deed
that was righteous with another that was evil. Perhaps Allaah will turn unto
them in forgiveness. Surely, Allaah is Oft-Forgiving, Most Merciful”
You have to beware of everything that could cause your
balance of good deeds to be lighter, such as sins and evil deeds, because
Allaah is stern in punishment of those who disobey Him and transgress His
sacred limits. So hasten to repent sincerely and ask Allaah to help you in
Persist in doing good deeds and do as much of them as you
can; advise your friends to fear Allaah and hasten to do good deeds and give
up evil deeds.
Finally, we advise you to seek good companions who can help
you to do good and make it dear to you, and keep away from bad companions
who make evil appear attractive to you and keep you from doing good. You
should also pray to Allaah and ask Him to guide you and them and help you to
repent. Allaah is the One Whom we ask to enable us all to repent sincerely,
expiate our sins and guide our hearts, for He is the best one to ask.
And Allaah knows best.